I hate my life!!!

Arggh!!
My life is soo stressful!!
Everthinq keeps happeninq to me!
I jz dun knw wad to do!
Wadever i do seems to be gettinq wronq!

Today oredi enough stress jor..
@ ware-hse received a phone call frm Nick!
He call me i stil ok geh~
But who knws!
Ask me abt d PAST!!
I knw the PAST was a good memory for Will!!
BUT NOT TO ME ANYMORE!!
I dun wan to rmb y we break up!
I dun wan to rmb y we were together!
I just dun wan to rmb anythinq tht hv eu IN IT!!

I love eu d most!!
But u take it for granted!
I knw i din make any time for eu,
bcz of sports + studies + shuffle.
I knw i'm wronq and i'm sorry.
It hurts eu bcz of me beinq busy.
But it hurts me more to see eu gettinq hurt by me!

I just hate myself!!
I'm always busy!
I dun hv time for my homeworks + studies + love life.
Nw d states competition is cominq in 2 weeks time!
Everyday i hv to stay at skul until 5pm!
Nite hv stupid tuition!
I dun hv time to do my homeworks at all!!
And of cz my love life.
I'm really scare i dun have time for HIM.
I dun wan to make him feel left out.
Sometimes,
i feel tht myb we shud break up.
Hmmmmm~
I'm soo confused nw!!
T.T

Miki:-
Dun worry jor.
I won't end my life for all these thinqs.
I rmb Joo's lecture for me during last yr.
Ending my life won't make things better.
It would make things even worst.
Even if i'll be happy killinq myself.
But those who cares for me wud be sad.
And i dun wan eu all to be sad bcz of me.
Hmmmmm..



___________________ LIFE SUCKS!! ___________________


Status:- No mood
Offtime: 0040


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Not Happy!! Faking A Smile The Whole Day...

Today sucks!!
Need to go bak to skul.
=='
worst part is 3C class hv to wait 2 hours b4 d teacher come!!
waste my time onli.
class teacher would be HIV d best fren Miss Thien.
Hmmmmm~
hope she is better thn HIV!

Whole day bo mood.
I guess seeing XXX agn makes me lik tht.
Hmmmm...
Whn frenz talk to me,
jz trying to fake a smile to make thm happy n nt worried.

Miki n Dear~
u 2 no nid worry larhx!
I ntg d.
=.=
today onli syok.
Ply 30 games.
zadao~
hmmmmmm..

meeting frenz later neh~
need to get ready jor.
@@
Bua Buaii



____________ FAKING A SMILE TO MAKE U HAPPY!! ____________


Status: Moody + Bo Mood
Offtime: 23:00


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