26/12 Happy B'day To Me :)

26/12/2011

My Sweet 17 :D

Fell sick 2 days ago...

suppose thinking of FFK =.=

Not really fit to meet anyone.

But Miki suggest me to eat 2 fever tablets

coz i promise to meet them /_\

eat liao jiu rush p TS meet sifu them...

reach TS ,

Jojo n Miki walk to SW

piak me n my parents p TS find Sifu n my sakai frens..

aft that str8 p mum mum =3=

HUNGRY !!!!

eat liao then p play tht lift o.o

non stop laughing untill we reach 5th floor...

mane tau str8 p vomit =3=

vomit liao thn Mushroom mui and miao lai liao /_\

my present is 1 big BUNNY !!! XD

yeahh~~~~~~~

can hug hug hug hug hug :P

walk ah walk~~

Zhixin call lai liao o.o

they arrive liao !!

sibeh sked =3=

dont know have hu de !!!

she say p G floor...

wa p G floor liao but she bo thr =0=''

mane tau she sy she p Baskin Robin thr liao /___\

sibeh ZHA DAO lo !!!!

wa walk slow slow =.=

kip hide behind Jing XD

havent walk near tht ice cream shop str8 c dou 1 tall tall d pig o.o''

Kid =.=

then all hide behind tht dn knw ape o3o

mane tau give Yun see dou liao =.=

he walk behind me and str8 hak sei me T3T

make me kisiao liao 5 mins =3=

1 by 1 pull me...

abo is hug wa O_O''

scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~~~

then they p Neway sin ~_~

Zhixin give me sometime to COOL DOWN=.=

coz they reli brg alot of ppl z

5 ppl become 10 anneh o.o

KISIAO !!

wa wait Pop n Miao lai liao then p Neway ~

At Neway thr...

THOSE BOYS SIBEH NOT GENTLEMAN LORH !!!

want girls to wait de =.=''

wait jor 15mins..

We still at thr run lai run qu~~

macam monkey z

My bunny still give sifu n jing buwee !!

throw here n thr !!

in the end beh tahan liao...

we in room sin...

still many many many b4 they come him o.o

abo later sibeh paisehh de =.=v

15mins later all come in liao ~3~

1 big gang in O_O

hak sei ngai /_\

they all sing sing sing sing sing sing sing !!!

Untill 1 song is Poker Face.

Tht sei Break z

sibeh SAKAI !!

chorus sing dou macam sai o.o

P-p-p-p-poker face =.=

We sing "po po po"

He sing "P P P"

ngor zip sao mm dou =___=

thn suddenly song chg to "Happy Birthday" geh song..

itu cake come out liao o.o

IceCream cake -annoyed-

WA CANT EAT !!

sick dou sibeh cham =.=

sing liao thn blow candle...

make a wishh~~

Want know what is my wishh??? XD

WA MAI TELL YOU AHH !!!

Muhahahaha~~ :P

Then take pic pic o.o

mcm take family pic anneh =.=v

sibeh nice :D

then cut cake !!

cut liao thn eat !!

eat liao thn pay money !!

thn siam -pass by-

*lazy write anneh duo in eng*

*PAISEH ! *

[[ Thx for everything ^^ ]]

[[ ROAR !! Im LaoHu :D ]]

[[ Say HI to bunny :D ]]

[[ Make A Wish :D ]]

[[ Jing curi take ppl de pic == ]]

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华语我回来了 XD

昨天的生日Party很完美~

我的愿望也实现了...

见他一面我已经足够了

虽然刚见面真的很尴尬 !!

可是慢慢也习惯了~~

他坐在我对面..

我连看都没看他一眼 /_\

我不敢跟他有任何眼睛上的交流 o.o

结果一个两个sakai就在我耳朵那里说

"Eh~他一直看着你..."

我不信 =.=

结果慢慢全部人也这样告诉我 zz

弄到我更不敢看对面 -annoyed-

真的很尴尬~

过后Kali也进来..

两个前男友都陪我过生日 :')

心情越来越低

他们唱的歌都是伤心歌~

一到Kali唱时..

我直接哭 /_\

不是因为还爱

而是因为为什么我那么坏

他们要爱上我??

结果什么垃圾回忆都回来..

为了不想让更多人知道我哭~

我一直扮没事 :')

在一个 K Room~

里面有我两个前男朋友..

一个是我还爱着~

一个是很了解我的心的人~

两个都一直默默看着我..

别当我STUPID~

我什么都看到的!

有时我很想问自己

为什么相爱的人偏偏不能在一起??

我不是不要主动

而是因为我主动到累了..

那种感受很痛苦~

昨天拍照时

是Min叫Break叫他坐在我旁边的~

本来我什么都不知

我只感觉到有人在我旁边...

我一看过去就看到他在我旁边

当时的心情很恐怖

结果每一张照片我都是在假笑

昨天我真的笑不出~

只能带着一个假的笑容对着他们笑 :')

很多人也很想知道我的生日愿望是什么对吧?

如果是聪明的人..

你们是很容易猜得出的~

我觉得有些事

就让它顺其自然 ^^

相信自己

虽然我的桃花运一直在向上飘

可是我的心还是在等着一个人..

一个让我变完的人 :')

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Promise are not meant to be broken :')

2 months of happiness

now its all over

promise are not meant to be broken.

11 more days and im back to KL

these few days im having lack of sleeps.

its bad for ppl who have Anemia like myself to stay away late at night until 4am

just to rush my last MV.

i can pass out anythg if im over stress.

because of a promise

i kept it.

Im strict wif rules

i want everythg to pass up to me b4 10/12

having 9 days to finish up a 4min abv MV is quiet hard.

i told everyone if 1 of my story parts haven pass up to me

i cant continue on.

i have to re-think a new plot.

re-arranged everythg agn.

and i dont have the time to thk bout a story.

Stop blaming me for everything.

I havent done anythg and i get blamed.

2 months ago i was blamed for kiking ppl out frm guild which i was not even at home for 2 days.

 great~

Im used to it now :)

2 months ago remember what you all have promise

i omost gave all of u up because of every1's reckless attitude.

u all told me it wont happen anymore.

even if there is an argument

we can settle it well without arguing 

because we are a family.

REMEMBER ??

how many promises have you all made?

how many times do I have to forgive ?

im really tired.

i lost quiet almost everything.

Confident.Love.Believing.Family.Happiness.Hope.

i left coldness next to me.

and i know every1 is afraid about this.

i stop giving chances to people

cause someone teaches me there wont be any 2nd chance.

u all should feel lucky to be forgiven and been given chances to change.

but you all never care.

im always the one who end up thinking for others.

i can even risk my life and freedom for others without getting a "TQ" back.

i just have 1 simple wish before im back to KL

i dont wish to receive calls and text bout bad news towards my guild

i want to enjoy my holiday.

just this once.

I've been to 3 holidays and not once is a peaceful holiday.

I get calls from every1 bcz of problems.

its time to grow up

problems can be solve my ur ownself   

im not ur mum.

i cant do everythg.

Im really disappointed todae.

you all broke a promise.

Im hurt enuff.

Im tired.

Im sick off it.

Please ~

No more brainless attitudes ,

Think before you talk ,

Settle things in private by not telling the whole family about it.

Grow up.

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painted my nails in "PINK" :)

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时间 Time is ticking... // 最绝的决定 :)

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 你明明知道你需要放手却放不下 ,, 
 因为你还是在等待不可能的发生 ~ 
 这种感觉真的很难受 :) 
 It sucks when you know that you need to let go ,, 
 But you can’t ,, 
 Because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen :') 

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running away from NuNu !!

my wall post is full of science T3T

physic?!

im badd at it /3\

grrrhhh...

NuNu owas buwee me gehh ~~

hng !!

bloggie timee :3

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时间过得超快 !!

多两天我就考完我的SPM

我还记得

前几个月都在倒数SPM..

没想到现在我还剩两天就考完~

我快要毕业了 :D

离开我的高中生活~

离开这间学校

也离开认识了很多年的同班同学..

叮叮~

现在要倒数我的生日咯 :)

20就是本小姐的生日 !!!

我快要17了 /_\

等了好久...

跟朋友过~

跟Rud3 MM去 gaigai...

也有机会跟几个apek 和 aunty去喝茶 :D

虽然我真真想要的人陪我再也不会出现

可是我有这些朋友陪已经足够..

明天要回去学校考BC和Geo paper2了

放假12天就这样过

很没有study mood

有点想放弃

想了又想

我读书读的那么辛苦

为啥要放弃??

结果天天读到2am才睡觉~

昨天去check我的血

本小姐有了Anemia ~_~

有了差不多几年

昨天医生说我的血跌了30% /_\

被Miki骂到臭头

还为了【他】而吵

吵到我自己没力

有时真的不能怪他的好不好

我真的不懂你们两个到底是怎么了

感觉到你们两个在我背后一直吵架

在guild fb group chat时

你们就像朋友那样 ~

Miki真的那么讨厌他吗?

怎么觉得我的宝贝们也讨厌他

他又做错吗??

一直错都是我好不...

妈咪昨天晚上坐飞机去KL了

MAMI I MISS YOU !!

没有妈咪的声音真的很闷

很想念妈咪问我多多问题

我还记得前几天

妈咪问起【他】

我不会答

我只说没有联络 /_\

妈咪今天应该是在Ipoh了

有点想念那里的食物

超级好吃啊 !!!

今天起床一开眼睛就8am了 o_o

我睡迟了 !!

赶快刷牙洗脸就飞去看电视 !!

我的 Baka And Test-Summon Demon 就剩15分钟 /_\

啊~~~!!!

算了咯..

过后看Black Butler :3

超帅 ❤

爱上他了 !!!

一直抱着doggie看 x]

9.30am就回去房间on9

一直玩My Shops

玩到下午 o.o

下午就在sdo跟师傅聊天

聊到【他】 /_\

没想到我还记得那么多东西

我还以为我把全部忘掉

我虽然不知道为什么会喜欢上他

也许是习惯他zat我了吧

不然就是看到他傻傻的哄我和陪我

他的人其实不是那么emo

也许之前他真的是很emo

时间久了他也变了

变得开朗多~

虽然分了两个月

到现在我喜欢的东西他还记得

回忆一直在我脑海里转

从第一天他向我告白到最后一天分手的回忆都一直在我脑海里转转转

不懂要哭还是笑

可是我还是坚强的忍下去~

考完试后就开始忙我的Sdo MV了

本来是要做家族的

可惜我怕没时间也没什么ideas

一直烦

结果让我想到前几天Qii说他之前也是ZaI n LuI家族的

我们也聊了很多关于之前的我们

慢慢

我觉得做一个关于我的回忆的MV

有【Love】【Friendship】【Family】

我会把我在这三项的回忆排成一个故事...

一个在这两年里的Dreamland说发生的事在我身上~

它让我发现友情,家族和爱情~

希望我回KL能做得完..

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前几天我做了最绝的决定

也让敏帮我很多

现在我的绝也让你幸福了

你再也不用做我的守护天使

不适合坐在我身上

我不需要幸福

我觉得

看到朋友幸福是我真真要的幸福

也许我真的坚强久了

自己一个人都能解决问题

习惯一个人 o.o

我现在才知道做Ldr有个规则

在guild和love

我只能选一个

有了guild就不能有love

有love就不能有guild

如果我早知道

也许我不会失去我喜欢的人

现在多说也没用吧

人都离开了

不想了

他开心就好

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