Thursday, July 23, 2009

bcz of tis ; quit XxJiMaNxX

arggghhh!!!!!
hate these few days``
=.=
i jz din go to anna hse to do tht kh project,
thn got happen soo mani tis abt me!!
WTF!!!

i give Bee AhPek d pic bcz she say she wan to see.
i mai hou sam send to her la!
thn Shuian c dou AhPek d pic in Bee d phone n ask who lai de.
thn Bee say is wad wan chase me d n bla bla bla.
thn Pop n Anna n CCC sure hear dou d la!
thn all start to say wad bout KJ.
some say i wud accept KJ.
Thn Pop say i sure accept AhPek.
TMD!!
lik tht oso nice to talk arh!!

me n AhPek are jz frenz!!!!
=__________=
i'm his mei n he is my gor``
thts jz it!!
we're not future couple or wadever!!
WE ARE JUST FRENS!!!!
arqqqqh!!

i ren Bee very lonq jor!!!
frm last week she say wan me to accept bak KJ.
give hime another 2pid chance!!
i say b4,
i won't give any of my ex chance derh!!
KJ shuan good jor!!!
i give him once b4,
but he dun knw hw to appreciate it.
thts his problem.
i dun care.
untill Sunday,
she reli make me sooo pissed!!!
TNMD!!
kip saying KJ will chase me bak n bla bla bla.
i say dun wan.
n she keep saying wan wan wan wan wan!!
i beh tahan untill i say i wanna quit guild.
u knw wad she reply me.
'' bcz of no love u quit tht guild "
WTF!!!
in my whole fckinq life,
i nvr bcz of 1 stupid love n do something stupid!!

was soo damn cb pissed bout it``
but i kip it inside my heart.
dare nt tell Pop bout it.
who knws on Monday all were talkinq bout me,KJ n AhPek!!
WHAT THE HELL!!
Suppose i dun knw anythinq,
ngam ngam Khei thuesday nite came to my hse for tuition.
she told me everythinq.
i was very pissed n start to get moody jor.
Zzzz
moody untill ending up arguing wif a Pri5 boys.
CB tht boy!!
use bad words to skul me wah!!
i mai ding him bak larh``
TMD!!

Wed in skul din smile at all.
Went to Pop cls to find Shiuan.
Thn Bee n Anna came.
din talk to anyone of them.
Whn Anna came,
Shiuan give her tips on nt saying KJ d name.
cz i told Shiuan b4,
if i heard tht name,
i'll reli will trow books on thm!!
in d end they reli din say.
Whn Pop came to cls,
he sat next to me.
they talked bout xd0 n i jz ignor thm.
thn i say i wan to go bak to cls take somethinq,
take jor thn go find khei.
khei kip askinq me y dun talk to Pop neh?
i jz say no mood.
suddenly Pop call me but i din stop,
i jz walk out d cls.
aft 5 mins i went bak to find Shiuan,
heard dou she cried.
mai go find her lorh.
thn Pop called me agn,
i stop tis time,
but he say he forget wad he wanna say.
=.=
thn i jz walk out tht cls.
found Shiuan near d corridore.
i mai talk to her lorh``
thn khei came n find me.
ask i din talk to bee arh?
i say y shud i talk to a person who start a bad discussion bout me bhind my bak!!
MCB!!
was getting even pissed,
thn i say out mai out guild la!!
500 shua point no more la!!
call Yee shua bak mai can lorh!!
no nid me derh!!
whn i turn,
Pop was bhind me n looking at me.
i jz walked away, dun wn to say Hi or wadever.
aft recess oso lik tht,
saw Bee,Anna n Pop 2gether.
thn Pop was looking at me agn.
but i dun wanna c dou Bee,
soo i jz walk bak to cls.

todae mood much better.
at lease can jk a lil.
=.=
recess i talked to Pop jz to make him happy.
he ask hv ppl wan in our guild boh?
i jz say hv 1 nia...
wan to in jor derh``
veli pro xia...
can fc air d luhh``
he hear dou thn happy sai.
went bak to cls wif Pop.
c dou anna n ccc outside.
jk wif thm a lil bit bout their height.
x.x
thn was sivik cls,
i went bak to my cls cz teacher c dou i was hanging out wif d D cls ppl.
Zzzzz
aft sivik cls, my cls was having arts n Pop cls was havinq Geo.
ngam ngam 2 cls boh teacher come.
i mai go find Pop luh.
who knws he suddenly ask hui arh... u wan quit guild a?
i look at him n say dun knw.
thn i walk bak to cls.
after 20mins i go find khei n shiuan.
i dun wan to in their cls.
mian dui bu dao Pop.
i ask Shiuan hw Pop knws bout me wan to quit his guild.
she say she told him.
she dun wan to c me being sad n bla bla bla.
i say wad Pop say?
she say Pop say har?? thn 300shua point dun hv jor!!
thn shiuan say nt 300, is 500...
Zzzzz
thn i mai ask shiuan who knws bout tis bsides Pop,
she say Pop,Anna,Bee,Terry,WhiteChoc,ccc, luilui, khei n herself.
hmmmmmm...
ltr bout 10mins i went to Pop cls find khei chat chat.
Pop was jz sitting infront of her.
i din talk to him nia...
cz i knw his mood nt soo gud jor.
thn i hear dou Shiuan say if u wan to knw more, ask Hui larh...
thn Pop say i dun knw hw to ask nia...
shiuan say jz ask onli, she is behind u onli leh.
Pop wad lik har?!!!
whn he say har i told khei i wan to go bak to cls jor,
khei kip saying dun go bak, he wan to ask u something.
Pop was looking at me including anna, ccc, shiuan n khei.
whn i wanna walk out,
sei timothy was sweeping away water n kena my leg.
was reli pissed n i scolded him.
thn Pop n d rest kip looking at me n i jz walk away.
aft skul went to d canteen to buy mum mum.
c dou Pop agn.
=.=
din sat wif him todae.
i sat wif Vero instead.
bout 1pm i wait for Khei to finish her extra cls.
c dou she was walking wif Pop, anna n ccc.
whn khei c dou me,
she walk to me n say Pop reli wan to talk to me.
i jz diam diam walk out d skul.

went bak home @ 1pm thn go take bath.
skip lunch cz no mood.
thn jz go oioi``
woke up at 4pm thn go on9 xd0 yi xia xia...
c dou Pop on9,
din choi him.
i jz go for trianing...
thn Pop pm me ask i reli wan quit guild boh.
but i din answer.
ply jor 1 game he n anna come n find me.
thn he ask i reli wan quit arh?
i jz diam diam thr.
thn he say if u wan thn k lorh, i won't force eu derh``
i c dou reli reli reli damn sad.
i say i dun knw lorh!!
thn i out tht room n go find sei dabian yoru gor.
kip share xin shi wif gor...
gor say out tht guild warh``
in TopSiao guild.
=.=
cai bu yao``
later i reli bcm siao nia..
Zzzzz

To Pop:
sry sry sry sry sry...
i knw i make eu reli reli bo mood.
i knw if v ask u u ok boh?
n u say ur ok.
but i knw inside ur heart ur reli reli no mood derh.
i reli regret pui u go cc n shua.
i promise eu v wud make it to d top50.
but i guess tis promise can achieve dou.
hmmmmm....
give me some time to think bout it.
myb i wud change my mind.
k?

To Bee:
i reli cn't forgive u``
haish``
i knw nw u reli hate khei for telling me bout wad u say.
but she din nt do anything wrong.
she is jz doing her job.
todae u still go ''zhe guai'' her.
nw she kip worrying bout tis things.
u shud knw she is veli weak.
but u suddenly go zhe guai her,
reli hak dou her d nia!!!
haishh``
dun talk to me untill i talk to u.
leave me alone for some time.
tq



_________ MEANINGLESS _________


Status: sad + no mood
Offtime: 1809


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